whose fault??

who should be blame???

• my best friends coz she convince me to go??
• my parents for keep on supporting me??
• my desire to go abroad??
• my irrational thinking without confirm with dean first??
• the one who in charge this program and i rely 100% on what she saying??
• the jealousy towards other people??

a lots of things happen today, i'm tired thinking all these thing, but what can i said is that....
"if I could turn back time......"